Just wanted to reiterate that I am here to provide support for you in any way. There's always a certain amount of feeling one's way the first time around, but I think you'll be pleasantly surprised at how things will unfold, organically and warmly, like some sort of miraculous, indescribably beautiful blossom.
For a little Smile du Jour, I have attached a photo of one of my dogs, because dogs, like each of you, are innate healers.